Wow.  Just to start, I haven’t posted on this blog since December 20th, 2012.  

Over the past (almost) 16 months I had gained an extreme amount of weight.  As I can see from my profile my most recent weight before I stopped posting had been 160.4 lbs.  By the middle to end of last summer I weighed around 192 lbs…  That’s a 30 lb weight gain.  

To be fair, I accidentally was weighing myself on carpet, so I did not realize I was gaining so much weight until I weighed myself on a tile floor.  

Oddly enough, I went to log into my account today and saw the activity feed.  4 days ago my blog started having activity.  That hadn’t happened since 77 days ago, so it’s interesting that just a couple of days before I came on someone had visited my profile…  

I think I might try to stay on here again.  I guess we shall see how it goes!  

Stay lovely,  
SecondstoSkinny  

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alaea:

just a little obsessed with ripped denim at the moment

alaea:

just a little obsessed with ripped denim at the moment

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I have 3 weeks to get back on track, officially starting Friday.  Need my fruits, veggies, and, dare I say, exercise.  

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do-the-unexpectedd:

blissfulbambi:

black-kohl:

got the last topshop bikini in stock yay

her body depresses me

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do-the-unexpectedd:

blissfulbambi:

black-kohl:

got the last topshop bikini in stock yay

her body depresses me

saaaame

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I’ve been inactive for quite awhile.

I guess it was because I had kind of given up.  I stopped weighing myself and started eating, I’ve been eating junk and I’m starting to feel the effects.  What was most upsetting was that I weighed myself today and I was 178lbs.  That’s 6 or 7 lbs higher than my highest weight…  

The thing is, I’m kind of stuck.  I’m at a top notch university, so literally all I do it go to class, do work, and sleep if there is time left.  I don’t have time to eat healthy because all “healthy” food on campus makes me sick from the lack of hygiene at on campus vendors.   That grilled chicken doesn’t seem as appetizing when I know it’s made me sick 2 or 3 times from being raw and slimy in the center.  The salad doesn’t look so yummy when I know they don’t wash the lettuce.  

I’m not exactly sure what to do, because I can’t find enough time to finish my work and study for exams, let alone, dare I say it, EXERCISE.  People say oh, take the stairs, do things the “harder” way, but I don’t have time for that.  I’m surprised I have time to write this, OH RIGHT, that’s because I’m going late to a meeting with a teaching assistant to be here.  I can’t give up on school to exercise, so where is the balance?  

So, anyone at a top 20 school want to tell me how you deal?  I’m not trying to say that in a pretentious way, these schools are just inhumane in the excess amount of work they give.  Feel free to message me.   

Stay lovely,  
SecondstoSkinny